who can help me? what can i do?

everythings changed ...........

++++after the long weekend break+++

went to colac (almost 2hrs pass Geelong), just a small country town very quiet and peace.....will upload the pics later. However, dont think the trip/holiday really help me alot. Do always think of him....still cant rest very well.

weather becaming cold here and is raining....felt more depressed in such a weather.

during weekdays are fine....coz i need to work....i've got no time/no energy to think other things

however,during weekends become worst....

whenever i've got spare time will think of him..........

thanks for all my friends who supporting me.....

no worries, it takes time............

when all of u have time, try to talk/chat with me more la....whenever i've got time, i will think of him....trying to make myself busy and occupied all the time now.......

finally i took annual leave.....i need a holiday....need sometimes to "THINK"

i m so tired already......when can i settle down?

guess i wont go back hong kong anymore...dont want to go back to the place where i have been with him before...even right now whenever i saw the things we bought together/played together...will make me think of him.